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Post by penny on Mar 18, 2014 23:25:22 GMT -5
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Post by penny on Mar 20, 2014 0:26:19 GMT -5
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Post by penny on Mar 20, 2014 8:06:32 GMT -5
It really sucks being a social player when no one will talk to you. WAHHHH! Think I'll go eat worms. HAHAHA
It really sucks having to pretend I'm so stupid, so that no one will get spooked. It sucks that I believe Audrey is telling me the truth; that she wants to play this game with me, but I have to lie to her and tell her half truths, just in case.
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Post by penny on Mar 20, 2014 15:15:00 GMT -5
I can’t record a confessional because I’m at work. You all know what I look like. And you have been watching me for days, so you know what I sound like and what kind of player I am.
I’m social. I’m loyal. And I’m about to get…shadowsided. You can’t really call it a blindside if you see it coming, can you?
Honestly, this is killing me. You have to put your trust in *someone* and it looks like I ended up on the wrong side of that once again. I believe Audrey and I believe that she wants to play this game with me. Unfortunately, there’s not a way to make it work, not even with Brad Culpepper math.
The Pudding Pops (really, that’s the best they could do?) have numbers, and most of these girls are so naïve, they don’t realize what’s really happening. They aren’t smart enough to figure out that they’re on the bottom of the group. Ky and Michelle running the show all the way from Australia. Brittany and Mary have NO clue what’s going on, and Shaily figures she’s next to go.
Which, if I don’t get kidnapped, is what I’ll push for…and it makes me sad, because she’s a lovely girl.
If I do get kidnapped, who do I send back to Corazon? Alyx again? Why should she spend the entire game immune? No, I don’t think so. If I do get kidnapped, I’ll probably send Bailey, because I think Julie, Drew, and Trevor will work with me, and I think they are working with Arun and Gabe. I wouldn’t send Robby because then they’d have to vote out one of their own.
Either way, if I’m still here after this TC, I’m rattling. I have to. I hope Audrey and I both reach the merge, because if so, we’ll be unstoppable.
That challenge sucked balls. Seriously. If that challenge were a person, I would hope it’s face caught on fire and someone else tried to extinguish it with a fork. I have a job hanging in the balance, so I had to cut out at midnight. I did six hours, and it was for nothing. I am new to the org world, so I didn’t know that challenges like that were a ‘thing’. If I had known, I may not have given in to Ricky. (<3)
This is an amazing experience, and I love love love that I have been able to play. The one thing that I have learned so far from this game (I learn something new every time) is that the old timers will pick a newbie to latch onto as well as another old timer. That’s how they make the end. If they cut the newbie, it’s ‘oh, well, it’s just a game, and that’s how it works didn’t you know’ and if it’s the old timer it’s ‘lol, you knew it was coming, right? Let’s go have virtual drinks.’
I’m not a quitter; I’ve never given up on anything in my life before, so don’t for a second think that’s what is happening here. I’m a little discouraged because I haven’t been able to create the relationships I wanted to. It’s just hard for me to relate to women, especially dumb ones half my age.
I know everything. I know Ky has the idol. I know she gave a fake one to Alyx. I know Alyx is Ky’s newbie and Michelle is her oldie. I know that she convinced the pudding pops I’m dangerous because of vSurvivor, and didn’t bother to let them know that she and Michelle played as well. I believe Julie trusts me, and she told me just before she left that she would try to get them to kidnap me. I hope they do. If not, I’m in a REEEEEALLY tight spot.
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Post by penny on Mar 20, 2014 16:01:22 GMT -5
FUUUUUU
Worst. Case. Scenario.
EVER.
BUT...I'm NOT giving up.
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Post by penny on Mar 20, 2014 22:05:49 GMT -5
This is fun. I love scheming and plotting. I wish it were to save someone else though.
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Post by penny on Mar 21, 2014 13:50:10 GMT -5
[img src="http://i59.tinypic.com/2eknrjc.jpg" src=" ![]() " alt=" "] My vote today is for Gray. It’s not personal; it’s me or him. I like Gray a lot, I really do. He’s a very genuine person, and he worked so hard on the challenge. Ultimately, that challenge really came down to luck. We would all hit the time on the nose, and for some reason, we just consistently came up short. Ultimately, you have to make a decision to trust someone, and commit to that 100%. I have placed my trust in people that I enjoy and respect, and I hope it’s mutual. |
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Post by penny on Mar 21, 2014 13:50:50 GMT -5
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Post by reeki on Mar 21, 2014 13:51:31 GMT -5
 fixed it for youi |
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Post by penny on Mar 21, 2014 13:51:54 GMT -5
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Post by penny on Mar 21, 2014 13:52:33 GMT -5
LOL, thanks Ricky. I was having a little trouble. I was about to message you. :-P
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