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Post by chill4life on Apr 14, 2014 12:58:01 GMT -5
Here are two confessionals i made. One i was down on myself, the other I realized my worth in this game. audrey really gave me a good boost of confidence. I am proud to call her my ally.
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Apr 15, 2014 1:21:45 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 15, 2014 1:21:45 GMT -5
I love how i convinced person after person i was with them when my allegiance has never changed. Bailey and Gray lmao you dont know shit!!
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Apr 16, 2014 1:15:15 GMT -5
Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 1:15:15 GMT -5
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Apr 16, 2014 2:42:32 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 2:42:32 GMT -5
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Apr 16, 2014 3:08:51 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:08:51 GMT -5
Here is what i sent to drew and audrey about the convo i had with bailey choosing between gray and drew. Even though inknew i was voting gray.
"He threw out that he was demoralized having to contemplate voting drew out. I had a massive heart to heart with him saying that he can gun for you post us all making final 5 bc thats the point we all agreed to. But dont do it to soon. He also said that he ddint think he had a chance to win. Same with me from what public knowledge is. I said knowing that would u feel better knowing you lost after you screwed your friends to get to the end? Or could you live with yourself knowing you went with the people you cared about most knowing you could potentially loose both. I couldnt let him embarrass himself like that in public by voting you. But at the same time i just gave him so much hope that i cant keep up with. Anywho. Deep night. I hope you both have slept well. "
The video is uploading.
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Apr 16, 2014 3:12:26 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:12:26 GMT -5
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Apr 16, 2014 3:17:37 GMT -5
Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:17:37 GMT -5
The first thing drew said he realized when he met me in person was that i was quite intelligent. He then realized that up to that point i had been playing an act wit everyone. A case for me at the end is that no one sitting on the jury had a clue on how much i knew and how much i was getting out of them because of it.
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Apr 16, 2014 3:27:02 GMT -5
Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:27:02 GMT -5
I think me meeting drew was also a bigger move. Audrey was definite more connected to him at that point. I needed tonknow that we werenall a bit miore equal. I hadnt had that same bond. Meeting was the perfect way to fast track it so that the alliance we all wanted to make could be as strong as it is right now. Paranoia and all.
Another point for the jury ja that they had nonidea this whole time how much of a friendshio we all made. Hours on the phone. Cartoons. Lol Legit last weekend we were on thphone for 5 solid hours. Something convo was alive other times it was just nice tonknow we werenall just there. I didnthat despite drew and i being dead tired after laser tag.
I just lost a bunch that i tyoed fml.
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Apr 16, 2014 3:27:16 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:27:16 GMT -5
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Apr 16, 2014 3:29:16 GMT -5
Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:29:16 GMT -5
I had to swallow my pride so much. People could tell me everything they woulldnt tell drew and audrey. That made us so much stronger
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Apr 16, 2014 3:35:13 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 3:35:13 GMT -5
Audrey woulda freaked out soooo many times if she didn't have me as a vessel since the start to talk things out with. She woulda blown up so many more times. I have helped her through her extreme cases of paranoia. Actually drew and i called her crazy train for it. Nonone knew i was behind the scenes for this whole time. I just want to get a fucking gold start for what i have done! But no one fucking knew a thing. I knew every time robby trevor and gray were lying. I have put my alliance on calls they never had access too. Inmade people feel confident so they wouldn't seek successful means of getting my friends out and vise versa. We have had the best alliance. I wana see it through. Paranoia and all I will just give myself one. I refuse to be dropped down to be in the sam leverl of competitor as mary or i guess bailey. I am worth more. I can feel it. .
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Apr 16, 2014 11:20:44 GMT -5
Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 11:20:44 GMT -5
I have come too far for my game to be degraded this much. Audrey and i working together was not a "she has power and i am scared" its a "we have been in an alliance since the beginning and thats not changed" deal. Are people going to judge me fornthst? Heck i dont know. I have hidden powers this entire time. What will people think when the griffin dorks are revealved. What about drew? Does he know audrey and i have been together long before he came into the picture?
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 11:48:26 GMT -5
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Apr 16, 2014 18:17:34 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 18:17:34 GMT -5
Another good reason for me to win. Yes audrey and drew have been targets since the merge. They have had to work extra hard to keep themselves safe. But is there a value to someone who set up their game to not ever stand out like that in the first place? The reason steph lost was bc she went balls to the wall. The reason i was safe was largely due to the fact that my game did not seem so balls to wall to make me a threat. Alyx showed so many of her cards by being great at challenges. Of course that would make a target on her back. I avoided all those confrontations and situations. This was not an accident. Drew and audrey had both been in some heated tribals before only blowing up their own targets. I made sure to avoid it.
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Apr 16, 2014 22:24:42 GMT -5
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Post by chill4life on Apr 16, 2014 22:24:42 GMT -5
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